Ok so I messed up…I didn’t write 500 words yesterday. Fack. I am sorry Kelli…I have failed you! However, I decided to use this as a point to grow and diverge from old bad habits. I used to be and still am to a degree a perfectionist. Old Rabah (weird referring to yourself in the third person) would have quit the 30 day commitment seeing it as imperfect and incomplete.
The more I dive down the rabbit hole the more I discover. I am starting to think writing everyday might have the same paradigm shifting impact that removing television had on my life. I find a lot of value in accurate self-reflection, but the problem is I suck at it. I don’t know why, but when I write I can’t bullshit. I am like Jim Carrey on Liar Liar.